That's it, I'm manic again. I can't eat and I can't "do"...I feel retarded and wonder why people aren't nicer to me. I seem to fall apart publicly and this time I'm gonna own it. I haven't taken my meds in two days. Before then it was sporadic, at best, on when I would remember. I resent having to take them everyday. Who wants to admit that they're defective? Doin something about it is the easier part there...sayin, "here's my defect", now that sucks. My last week has been kinda like one giant get down fest on myself...and not because I wanted to. I had to. Have to admit what is wrong so that I can fix it....when your car is broken, you can't fix it until you know what it is. Same with personal growth.
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